Healing

How bad do you think this problem is doctor?

It isn't too bad. But...

But?

It isn't too good either. I mean if the heart suddenly stops and no one is there to help you, that's not good right?

Yes. I guess so. Are there rooms in a heart? I feel a particular, little room in the heart hurts. I remember biology. I cannot remember the heart.  Biology was gross. I thought Chemistry was cool.

Ha, ha. Maybe there are rooms. None of my patients have described chest pain in this way. How can you specifically define it as pain in a particular little room? I'm curious with your point of view.

Well, I do Yoga. I go into some sort of meditation. Someone thought me a long time ago that while in a meditative mode, I should make all my internal organs smile. One by one. So, I used to identify each of my organ and thought they actually smiled. Each one of them.

Hmmm. That is an interesting perception. You think you can make this pain go away?

Perhaps i can. I'm not sure. The pain came without warning. So, I was caught unawares. I was overconfident. I live a healthy lifestyle. I'm conscious of what i eat. I believed i take enough of everything.

Yet you lost balance on some aspects. You were too anxious. You palpitated too much.

And you said palpitations are imaginary Dr. It doesn't affect people physically. I had a lackadaisical attitude towards it.

I didn't anticipate your menopausal symptoms. It's a little early. And your pressure is low. Which is quite irregular.

So, how do i overcome this issue?

There's no medication for low blood pressure. Well, I wouldn't recommend anything for you.

Hmmm. Everything is quite confusing. The pain. The suffocating feeling. Short of breath. I have never experienced these before.

I'd suggest you take things easy. Try your healing methods. I reconfirmed your kidney stone story with the urologist. He agreed that your stone broke on its own.

Oh! I wouldn't talk about it to him. He disagreed with me totally about complementary medication. He scolded me in fact that I'm trying to play smart. I take extra care with my water intake and stuff as i don't want to see him again. How about exercise? Am i forbidden to do it? Can't imagine sitting idle!

No, worries there. Exercises strengthen the heart. Just stabilize your food intake to improve blood. You can do what you want once you don't struggle for breath. Of course stop the moment you feel any discomfort or difficulty.

Feels weird to realize internal clock is ticking forward too fast. One could kick the bucket too soon. Perhaps unexpectedly.

Everyone has to leave one day. Don't tell me you fear death.

I don't. I have no unfinished business. I live everyday as it comes. I will not have any regrets except...

Except?

I can't talk about it Dr. I'm sorry. Of course all my children will be in despair. Well I'm still fine for now. There's room for recovery. Work to be done. Kids to be saved. Mothers to be educated. It's a wonderful world.

I tried your herbal bath method for my children. Worked wonders with the heat rash. Any remedy for today?

Hmmm. I'm glad it worked. Right now I'm drinking milk. I add palm sugar with milk, one red apple and horse gram. Blended it. It boosts sleep. Cuts cholesterol too. Recently i modified it. I added curry leaves and also Indian Borage. It helped clear my throat. Next I'm thinking of replacing those with Neem leaves. Very little of that as it could bring down the blood pressure. I modified my grandmother's recipe.

Sounds interesting. Will try it one of the days. Anything natural is acceptable. I'm not anti complementary or against Ayurveda medication.
I have to take leave now. Next house call. Take care of yourself.

Thank you Dr for your time. Bye for now.