Comparison

Sitting in hospitals can be very trying at times.

There are choices of course. There is the private hospitals you can go to.

You can flash the medical card there and get things done quickly.

The challenge is sitting in the government hospital and waiting in line. Watching all those people waiting. Patients waiting in patience, patiently.

I like to sit with them. I compare what i have. What many don't have. It makes me feel that I'm blessed with many great blessings.

It also brought back memories from the past. Waiting before this. A few years ago. How disoriented i was then.

I used to sit in a good corner with a wall and fall asleep.

My number would bypass me. Prof would come out of his room and get me himself.

I remember his words, "somehow i knew you must be out here".

I don't remember trying very hard to recover. It just happened. People came and did their part.

It was an awesome support system created by nature, God, fate. It can be anything. I have no distinct clue.

Good people, created by the mystique enigmatic system, who had come to my rescue time and again.

It was just a matter of time i realized life is simple. You stay away from people who have the potential to harm you.

Stay close with those who can engulf and save you.

So life becomes better.

Knowledge silently whispers that peace comes when you put a stop to everything and become quiet.

I wonder how it would be to not meet anyone. To not do anything. To be at a standstill. In solitude.

I can imagine myself so. I can even distinguish where that place will be.

The fact that i have all these thoughts might actually be a sign I'm walking towards it in a slow pace.

Quey Sera Sera!