Have you done counting the stars?
Ha, ha! I'm not counting stars. I'm thinking of how to get things done.
What do you need to do? Things don't get done by gazing at the sky you know!
True. Still, it gives a calming effect. The stars. I often look for Betelgeuse.The bright red star. Orion constellation.
Yea. I've read about it. The dying star.
I encountered it first somewhere. I'm unsure whether i saw it in the story ' The fault in our Stars' or elsewhere. But recently i came across Betelgeuse in another story. 'Searching for David's heart'.
Ohh!
When I'm extremely tired i look for it. When I'm unhappy, I search the sky for the Betelgeuse.
You get answers from it? Does it have mystical effects... You're smiling that silly smile again.
Nothing of the sort. Most things are based on beliefs. Hopes. I just drown in its beauty and get diverted. Something shifts within and i feel calmer, comforted.
Hmmm. What do you need to sort now.
Work! It's a congested period now. Getting things completed in a crucial deadline.
London!
Yes. You know I've stopped setting deadlines for anything! Yet, here i am. Rushing. I find time running out. Issues not settled.
Ok. Let's list all your 'issues. Start with priority.
Siddarth. I'm worried they're not going to set the alarm and he's going to miss his exams. Today, I waited for them to get ready on their own but no one did. No alarm. They said i didn't tell them to set it. !! I put another note on the white board. The notes on the board is already overflowing the brim.
And!
I confessed being alarmed because of the alarm. My daughter just smiled. She asked me to recall her MBBS days in Mangalore. "Were you there Mummy? I functioned right? I'm just being cool because you're here. Once you're out the door, I'd take over!
See!
Yea, I guess i over worry about everything. As i was sitting on my blog, I noticed some activity in the hall. After they left i walked out and saw the white board had been wiped clean. That worried me too.
You worry unnecessarily. You cannot do everything. You wouldn't be able to stand guard 24/7. Give them a try. I believe they are enterprising enough. You have raised them well.
Not specifically true. Sometimes i believe they have raised me. Not vice versa. Still i guess you are right. They will be fine.
I think its great you have to leave them on their own. It will give them a test of their survival skills.
I guess so.
What else is there?
That's most of the wrapped up worries. The rest is all about packing, getting checked in and flying.
Then do it. Give the kids a chance to function by themselves.
Yup. You're right. Thanks.
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I was very flattered to receive a few mails these two days.
Some nice people were wondering why i have not posted new journals.
How come no conversation Ms?
Have you become tired of writing?
Lost for ideas?
I replied with, thank you very much. please read blog. Answers will come. Thus, I wrote this.
Ha, ha! I'm not counting stars. I'm thinking of how to get things done.
What do you need to do? Things don't get done by gazing at the sky you know!
True. Still, it gives a calming effect. The stars. I often look for Betelgeuse.The bright red star. Orion constellation.
Yea. I've read about it. The dying star.
I encountered it first somewhere. I'm unsure whether i saw it in the story ' The fault in our Stars' or elsewhere. But recently i came across Betelgeuse in another story. 'Searching for David's heart'.
Ohh!
When I'm extremely tired i look for it. When I'm unhappy, I search the sky for the Betelgeuse.
You get answers from it? Does it have mystical effects... You're smiling that silly smile again.
Nothing of the sort. Most things are based on beliefs. Hopes. I just drown in its beauty and get diverted. Something shifts within and i feel calmer, comforted.
Hmmm. What do you need to sort now.
Work! It's a congested period now. Getting things completed in a crucial deadline.
London!
Yes. You know I've stopped setting deadlines for anything! Yet, here i am. Rushing. I find time running out. Issues not settled.
Ok. Let's list all your 'issues. Start with priority.
Siddarth. I'm worried they're not going to set the alarm and he's going to miss his exams. Today, I waited for them to get ready on their own but no one did. No alarm. They said i didn't tell them to set it. !! I put another note on the white board. The notes on the board is already overflowing the brim.
And!
I confessed being alarmed because of the alarm. My daughter just smiled. She asked me to recall her MBBS days in Mangalore. "Were you there Mummy? I functioned right? I'm just being cool because you're here. Once you're out the door, I'd take over!
See!
Yea, I guess i over worry about everything. As i was sitting on my blog, I noticed some activity in the hall. After they left i walked out and saw the white board had been wiped clean. That worried me too.
You worry unnecessarily. You cannot do everything. You wouldn't be able to stand guard 24/7. Give them a try. I believe they are enterprising enough. You have raised them well.
Not specifically true. Sometimes i believe they have raised me. Not vice versa. Still i guess you are right. They will be fine.
I think its great you have to leave them on their own. It will give them a test of their survival skills.
I guess so.
What else is there?
That's most of the wrapped up worries. The rest is all about packing, getting checked in and flying.
Then do it. Give the kids a chance to function by themselves.
Yup. You're right. Thanks.
*************
I was very flattered to receive a few mails these two days.
Some nice people were wondering why i have not posted new journals.
How come no conversation Ms?
Have you become tired of writing?
Lost for ideas?
I replied with, thank you very much. please read blog. Answers will come. Thus, I wrote this.