I hate your guts.
Why?
How can you continue living like nothing happened?
What could have happened that should make me lose my head?
Weren’t you dumped recently?
Oh! You think?
Yeah. I observed both of you together. Now i see her on her own. With someone else.
I was with her.
Then?
I decided I’ve had enough. She didn’t dump me.
Oh! Why? Was the relationship bad? Not to your expectations?
No.
Was she nagging too much?
No.
Was she being a burden in anyway?
No too.
Then?
I’m not sure. I didn’t have time for her. I felt i don’t need her. I had other needs. Other friends who was more in order with my life.
I see. How did she take it? When you said goodbye?
I didn’t. I just remained silent until she left.
Didn’t she retaliate? Wasn’t she angry?
Come to think of it, no! She just left.
You don’t regret your actions?
Sometimes i think i might have missed a good person but I’m always busy so..
You think she might be hurt?
Maybe. She texted me often. I kept quiet. She asked me what was wrong. How could she amend things and make things better. I never replied. I didn’t think there was any point in it.
I find you to be quite cold hearted. I thought you are one of those who fought for the female liberation and yet you squashed her. She was quite a damsel in distress.
Hmmm. Let it be. I’d like to do what i like, what makes me happiest. Not what makes others happy.
Whereas she likes to make others happy and doesn’t really care about her own.
I’d say she gets happiness from seeing others happy. Something like that. I never could understand how one can be like that.
Would you be offended if i tried to be her friend? I feel i can look after her well.
Yeah. By all means. I’ve got no commitments with her. No bonds nor ties.
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Hi
Hi
How are you?
I’m good.
What’s happening in life?
Hmmm. Nothing much. Days pass, with work. Routine.
Are you unhappy? Lonely?
Yes. Sometimes. When I’m with nothing to do.
Are you alone?
Not really.
But you are lonely?
Yes. Often.
What do you plan to do about it?
Loneliness? Nothing. I’m okay with it. There was a time i was extremely happy. I found my soulmate. I thought that was it. Life had come to a completion. But it wasn’t so.
What happened?
I’m not sure. I did not get any explanations. I’m still in the dark. I only know he didn’t want the relationship to continue.
He was mean?
Nope. Just silent.
You’re a God fearing person. Doesn’t he know he should never mess with someone who trusts God? There will be consequences!
Ahh! No. I’m not asking God to punish people who hurt me. In fact it’s a big relief for me. I was very tired trying to make things work. I didn’t know what was wrong.
You’re not miserable?
I was. But later i discovered it was a big release from torture. I was drinking from an empty cup. I was thirsty but there was no water. I was hungry but i seem to be eating into thin air. All my efforts were being burnt off into nothing.
You have no regrets?
There’s nothing to regret. Life is a big adventure. Everyone deserves to live it to their advantage. Make the best out of it. I felt the best with him but obviously he didn’t feel the same. I cannot force him to do what he doesn’t like.
How did you overcome this separation?
There’s nothing to overcome. Imagine you had a lousy day. You’re feeling as miserable as can be. You’re waiting for a bus or train and that’s the last one for the day.
Ok...
Suddenly it’s announced that the last transport has been cancelled due to unavoidable circumstances.
Oh! Gosh!
At that point an old friend comes along and says that she’s got transport waiting and helps you go home. In fact, on the way she gives you dinner and all of a sudden your mood lifts and you become happy again.
That will be good.
Or say the train is on a different platform. You were standing at a wrong one. You have five minutes to run across and catch that last train. You dash for it with all your might and run into the closing doors, panting away. Grab that, “I made it,” feeling.
Wow! That’s great.
Stick to those kinds of mood uplifts. Build energy with that. Always believe good things will happen to good people. It’s as simple as that.
I admire your attitude. In fact I’d like to get to know you better.
Thank you for your compliment. I’d be delighted to know you too.
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Hi, I heard you had several complaints on me?
Complaints? No, I have no complaints whatsoever.
How have you been?
I’m good. You?
Yeah, I’m very fine. Business is good. Life is great.
I’m glad. Good for you too. The reason for your sudden visit?
Well, I figured i owe you an apology. Please accept it. I shouldn’t have left the way i did.
Hmmm. I guess you do. But it doesn’t really matter. I knew it will end. We’re not birds of feathers. I hold no grudge.
Thanks. We can be friends though.
Yeah sure. We don’t have to keep in touch but when we do run into each other there’s no harm in saying a Hi! Or a bye!
You take care.
You too.
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Believe that life goes on. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. God loves you. He will never let you down.
Why?
How can you continue living like nothing happened?
What could have happened that should make me lose my head?
Weren’t you dumped recently?
Oh! You think?
Yeah. I observed both of you together. Now i see her on her own. With someone else.
I was with her.
Then?
I decided I’ve had enough. She didn’t dump me.
Oh! Why? Was the relationship bad? Not to your expectations?
No.
Was she nagging too much?
No.
Was she being a burden in anyway?
No too.
Then?
I’m not sure. I didn’t have time for her. I felt i don’t need her. I had other needs. Other friends who was more in order with my life.
I see. How did she take it? When you said goodbye?
I didn’t. I just remained silent until she left.
Didn’t she retaliate? Wasn’t she angry?
Come to think of it, no! She just left.
You don’t regret your actions?
Sometimes i think i might have missed a good person but I’m always busy so..
You think she might be hurt?
Maybe. She texted me often. I kept quiet. She asked me what was wrong. How could she amend things and make things better. I never replied. I didn’t think there was any point in it.
I find you to be quite cold hearted. I thought you are one of those who fought for the female liberation and yet you squashed her. She was quite a damsel in distress.
Hmmm. Let it be. I’d like to do what i like, what makes me happiest. Not what makes others happy.
Whereas she likes to make others happy and doesn’t really care about her own.
I’d say she gets happiness from seeing others happy. Something like that. I never could understand how one can be like that.
Would you be offended if i tried to be her friend? I feel i can look after her well.
Yeah. By all means. I’ve got no commitments with her. No bonds nor ties.
*********************
Hi
Hi
How are you?
I’m good.
What’s happening in life?
Hmmm. Nothing much. Days pass, with work. Routine.
Are you unhappy? Lonely?
Yes. Sometimes. When I’m with nothing to do.
Are you alone?
Not really.
But you are lonely?
Yes. Often.
What do you plan to do about it?
Loneliness? Nothing. I’m okay with it. There was a time i was extremely happy. I found my soulmate. I thought that was it. Life had come to a completion. But it wasn’t so.
What happened?
I’m not sure. I did not get any explanations. I’m still in the dark. I only know he didn’t want the relationship to continue.
He was mean?
Nope. Just silent.
You’re a God fearing person. Doesn’t he know he should never mess with someone who trusts God? There will be consequences!
Ahh! No. I’m not asking God to punish people who hurt me. In fact it’s a big relief for me. I was very tired trying to make things work. I didn’t know what was wrong.
You’re not miserable?
I was. But later i discovered it was a big release from torture. I was drinking from an empty cup. I was thirsty but there was no water. I was hungry but i seem to be eating into thin air. All my efforts were being burnt off into nothing.
You have no regrets?
There’s nothing to regret. Life is a big adventure. Everyone deserves to live it to their advantage. Make the best out of it. I felt the best with him but obviously he didn’t feel the same. I cannot force him to do what he doesn’t like.
How did you overcome this separation?
There’s nothing to overcome. Imagine you had a lousy day. You’re feeling as miserable as can be. You’re waiting for a bus or train and that’s the last one for the day.
Ok...
Suddenly it’s announced that the last transport has been cancelled due to unavoidable circumstances.
Oh! Gosh!
At that point an old friend comes along and says that she’s got transport waiting and helps you go home. In fact, on the way she gives you dinner and all of a sudden your mood lifts and you become happy again.
That will be good.
Or say the train is on a different platform. You were standing at a wrong one. You have five minutes to run across and catch that last train. You dash for it with all your might and run into the closing doors, panting away. Grab that, “I made it,” feeling.
Wow! That’s great.
Stick to those kinds of mood uplifts. Build energy with that. Always believe good things will happen to good people. It’s as simple as that.
I admire your attitude. In fact I’d like to get to know you better.
Thank you for your compliment. I’d be delighted to know you too.
******************
Hi, I heard you had several complaints on me?
Complaints? No, I have no complaints whatsoever.
How have you been?
I’m good. You?
Yeah, I’m very fine. Business is good. Life is great.
I’m glad. Good for you too. The reason for your sudden visit?
Well, I figured i owe you an apology. Please accept it. I shouldn’t have left the way i did.
Hmmm. I guess you do. But it doesn’t really matter. I knew it will end. We’re not birds of feathers. I hold no grudge.
Thanks. We can be friends though.
Yeah sure. We don’t have to keep in touch but when we do run into each other there’s no harm in saying a Hi! Or a bye!
You take care.
You too.
****************
Believe that life goes on. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. God loves you. He will never let you down.
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ReplyDeleteI'm on top of the world. I'm just trying to get people to overcome rejection in a positive mode instead of clawing each other's eyes out or retaliating in verbal violence. There's always a positive solution to anything. Patience. :)
ReplyDeleteThe world has become too small due to interception from social medias. WhatsApp, Facebook, insta connect people in a huge way. People get connected, marriages break. Relationships are short lived. Humans are exploring, enjoying different kinds of experiences. Yet there are those who are ignorant of what's going on, what hit their lives? What happened to safe, cozy life which suddenly had disappeared. Innocent people victimized by big smart people who forget to size their opponents. When i start the imaginary conversation, it just takes its own dimension based on the idea I'm delving and what comes, comes. I don't amend it as i feel the originality is important. I'm glad the writing touches you.
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ReplyDeleteI'm glad this is of help to you maansi.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad this is of help to you maansi.
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ReplyDeleteWru from? India? How old are you?
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ReplyDeleteI'm very fine. Just settling some things for my daughter in London. Leaving back to Malaysia this weekend.
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