When are you coming back?
I haven't left. I'm still here. I never left.
But, you're not WITH me!
Who's fault is that? You bulldozed us out. We found us a home. We needed peace.
You could have given me a chance. I would have changed.
I gave you 12 years. You did not even realise you were doing anything wrong. You were busy correcting us. Anyone can make mistakes. Correction should not hurt. It should not be violent. No one should cause pain to another. It is very wrong.
I have changed now. Please come back.
I have changed too. I prefer to be on my own. I like my own space. I am still here, no? I still see you. I help you with all that you do. Your empire has grown. I am happy to help you too. I learn new things. And I know you are unguided. I know you need my help. I have my long list of agenda. I'm only quarter way towards fulfilling it.
You can do it with me. I have changed. I will not stop you. I will not disturb you.
Would you be able to tolerate 30 school kids walking in and out of the house? Can you accept the toilet becoming dirty and soiled after they use it? Could you be tolerant of foreign women walking in and out of your house? You would say that they smell. You would feel your house has become smelly. I will not take the risk of you hurting any one of my people.
I miss you. I want you to be around more.
I'm sorry I don't miss you. I don't need a companion anymore. People around me are great company. My companions are always careful. They don't hurt me in anyway. We are always cautious never to hurt anyone. Not with words. Not with gestures. Not with actions. This is the kind of world I want to live in. Some of my people are war victims. I do not want to remind them of pain and hurt in anyway. I want them to feel peace and happiness.
I'm miserable without you.
I'm sorry that you are. I am your friend. I can talk to you when I'm free. I will help you when you need help, when I can. I will no longer rip myself from what I'm doing and run to your beck and call. I will not trap myself within that torture. Life was a nightmare. I lived in fear. You were like a big monster then. I'm glad you are calmer and reachable now. In some ways that is good for you too. Your anger is no longer triggered by us. You have your space. You have your peace. I pray you find your happiness in whichever way you want. I hope your misery is reduced and soon erased. Our life is beautiful. It is totally in our hands to be happy. It is our right to be free. Discovering that our lives are in our hands is the biggest discovery. Cherish this life. Stop complaining. Breathe in the lovely air and say thank you that there are no bullets flying over our heads. Thank our lucky stars that we are free to walk as we please. Look at the greenery around us. Admire the flowers. Fulfill what you want to do. Live your life.
How did I lose you?
You never owned me to lose me. I am my very own soul. My very own body. I am mine. My mind, body, heart and soul are totally mine. I belong to myself. You belong to yourself. Accept this. This is the very first step.
Can I wait for you?
Please don't waste even a single second waiting for anything. Continue doing one thing after another. Overlap one activity with another. You will discover the many hidden beauties within you. Unleash your talents. Discover the undiscovered potentials. There is a sea of undiscovered mysteries within yourself.
I would like to spend some time with you.
There are things that we can do together. Come meet me at the gym. We can have training together. We can chat a bit after that. You can join me in the temple. Providing you do not criticize or scare my companions. We can take it from there. I'm open to good company.
Thank you.
Please don't thank me I'm not doing you a favor. We are family. We can give and take to the best level that we can. As long as I'm doing what I want and I am happy. As long as peace is with me. As long as people around me are happy. I have to go. We will catch up again soon. Take care of yourself. Bye.
I haven't left. I'm still here. I never left.
But, you're not WITH me!
Who's fault is that? You bulldozed us out. We found us a home. We needed peace.
You could have given me a chance. I would have changed.
I gave you 12 years. You did not even realise you were doing anything wrong. You were busy correcting us. Anyone can make mistakes. Correction should not hurt. It should not be violent. No one should cause pain to another. It is very wrong.
I have changed now. Please come back.
I have changed too. I prefer to be on my own. I like my own space. I am still here, no? I still see you. I help you with all that you do. Your empire has grown. I am happy to help you too. I learn new things. And I know you are unguided. I know you need my help. I have my long list of agenda. I'm only quarter way towards fulfilling it.
You can do it with me. I have changed. I will not stop you. I will not disturb you.
Would you be able to tolerate 30 school kids walking in and out of the house? Can you accept the toilet becoming dirty and soiled after they use it? Could you be tolerant of foreign women walking in and out of your house? You would say that they smell. You would feel your house has become smelly. I will not take the risk of you hurting any one of my people.
I miss you. I want you to be around more.
I'm sorry I don't miss you. I don't need a companion anymore. People around me are great company. My companions are always careful. They don't hurt me in anyway. We are always cautious never to hurt anyone. Not with words. Not with gestures. Not with actions. This is the kind of world I want to live in. Some of my people are war victims. I do not want to remind them of pain and hurt in anyway. I want them to feel peace and happiness.
I'm miserable without you.
I'm sorry that you are. I am your friend. I can talk to you when I'm free. I will help you when you need help, when I can. I will no longer rip myself from what I'm doing and run to your beck and call. I will not trap myself within that torture. Life was a nightmare. I lived in fear. You were like a big monster then. I'm glad you are calmer and reachable now. In some ways that is good for you too. Your anger is no longer triggered by us. You have your space. You have your peace. I pray you find your happiness in whichever way you want. I hope your misery is reduced and soon erased. Our life is beautiful. It is totally in our hands to be happy. It is our right to be free. Discovering that our lives are in our hands is the biggest discovery. Cherish this life. Stop complaining. Breathe in the lovely air and say thank you that there are no bullets flying over our heads. Thank our lucky stars that we are free to walk as we please. Look at the greenery around us. Admire the flowers. Fulfill what you want to do. Live your life.
How did I lose you?
You never owned me to lose me. I am my very own soul. My very own body. I am mine. My mind, body, heart and soul are totally mine. I belong to myself. You belong to yourself. Accept this. This is the very first step.
Can I wait for you?
Please don't waste even a single second waiting for anything. Continue doing one thing after another. Overlap one activity with another. You will discover the many hidden beauties within you. Unleash your talents. Discover the undiscovered potentials. There is a sea of undiscovered mysteries within yourself.
I would like to spend some time with you.
There are things that we can do together. Come meet me at the gym. We can have training together. We can chat a bit after that. You can join me in the temple. Providing you do not criticize or scare my companions. We can take it from there. I'm open to good company.
Thank you.
Please don't thank me I'm not doing you a favor. We are family. We can give and take to the best level that we can. As long as I'm doing what I want and I am happy. As long as peace is with me. As long as people around me are happy. I have to go. We will catch up again soon. Take care of yourself. Bye.
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