Disappointments

Have I been disappointed? Yes, I was disappointed when Jayan didn't come home. I was more shattered when he arrived in a coffin. 

I've always been disappointed that the kids never understood me. 

One of the biggest disappointments was when i was left behind for my daughter's MBBS graduation. After all the hard work, I never got to celebrate the big day. 

The most unfair situation which made me devastatingly disappointed was when they forgot to be grateful and kept hurtling harsh statements. 

I tried to understand and figured out ways to digest these disappointments. I might not have mastered it but I've decided to manage all the frustrations just like how I've managed everything so far. 

I think one day, I'd like to stand tall and prove silently that I'm awesome. I hope to read this again in the future and perhaps quote that I've succeeded. 

This is a record of who was who.