Ecstatic and ecstasy

You're sitting in an uncomfortable position. Are you alright?

Never have been better. This is a meditation pose. Yoga. To sit erect and straight. To feel ecstatic.

Hmm. It does seem to be the thingy now. Everyone is doing it.

Yup! Those who are health conscious would want to definitely do it. Those who are already messed up try to rectify their problem.

Is that possible?

I guess so. I'm new to these exercises. Yet, I feel as if this has been what's destined for me.

What do you mean?

Throughout my life, I have felt trapped. I never found happiness. I have been somewhat lost.  I used to imagine there's something else hidden within this bag of meat and bones. The dreams, the confusion!

Hmm. I remember. Your nightmares. Your losses too.

Yet i couldn't identify what and which? The whys in life. Now I know. I lost what I lost to discover this ecstasy. Nature was directing me to the wonderful yogic experience. My dreamss of that man in the loincloth, with locks of long hair, was for real. He is the Aathiyogi. 

Sounds incredible.

Feels more incredible, my friend. I feel that I am sometimes the wind, Then suddenly, I'm flowing like the cool water from the falls. It's difficult to explain, unless you experience it for yourself.

Perhaps i will soon.

When the time is right, you would too. If it's meant to be, it will happen. I realized, i have left behind many   ignorant ones. At the moment, I am my best company. To close my eyes and to continue making newer discoveries is ecstasy. 

Aren't you lonely, ever?

Gosh, no! I'm finally at peace. I'm in love with the entire cosmos, alone, on my own. It is an ecstatic feeling. You will soon tell me too. 

Somehow, I knew this was coming. Your patience and calmness sort of indicated your path.

I guess. Discovering negative feelings are harmful to my system and getting rid of them  was a great fete. After this, everything slowly changed. I used to write about being in cloud nine. Now I'm always there. No more dreams. No anger, no pain.

Yes, I remember you saying. Anger is a waste of time. It is slow poison. Self poisoning!  

Yes, exactly. I.m just discovering what lies within me. I wish you the best too. In discovering yourself.