It is alright to die

Sometimes, I get a glimpse of something very weird.

Weird as in?

I feel a weakening. A weakness. A kind of dizziness. Then a funny kind of pain.

Oh! Is that bad? Is something wrong with you?

I can't be sure. Maybe something is wrong. Its quite a weird feeling. I don't know how to explain it.

Are you ill?

I think so. The dizziness pulls me into a hole. The clenching pain.. It is quite tricky.

Are you afraid?

Afraid? Afraid of what? Death?

Yea, death.

Nope. I'm not afraid of death. I'm curious on how I'm going to end. There's nothing to be afraid about. Only...

Only?

I wish that my death could wait till my parents leave. I think I'd not want them to be miserable about losing me.

I never thought of death in this manner. To follow a hierarchy.

Fate has its schedule. Still one can hope and wish.

I don't know what to say, truly.

Don't say anything. It is really alright to die.

Gosh, I'd be distraught truly.

 Please don't be. When i die, people shouldn't be miserable about it. No one should grieve. No one's life should stop in midair. Life must continue. I accept death  wholeheartedly. It would be a good break from the hard life. A rest in peace. 🙏🏾🙏🏾💐